tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8578044896328738987.post7505673321269210166..comments2009-03-06T21:40:11.003-05:00gracegrace@imperfectgrace.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8578044896328738987.post-6743563708422722222009-03-06T21:40:00.000-05:002009-03-06T21:40:00.000-05:00I'm so sorry hon, I was hoping you'd be doing better.<BR/><BR/>We missed you at the sub's/slave's night out. I can't believe not a single one of us thought to give you our numbers, wicked thoughtless on our parts. I'm sending you mine via fet pm.<BR/><BR/>I'm feeling a lot like you right now, I need some warmth and sunshine, or I'm not sure how much longer I can make it.Isoldehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03050711171690936589noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8578044896328738987.post-77473672912623994822009-03-06T09:05:00.000-05:002009-03-06T09:05:00.000-05:00Oh hun i feel for you! i moved in with Beast in November and I'm still adjusting. i owned my own home for 7 years and the move required me moving my kids to another school as well. It can be hard for certain people to let go and the final relinquish of control is difficult, at least for me, as i linger grasping that last amount for dear life. The stress involved in such is enough to make you sick surely. i have even experienced the fear of not knowing anyone, having no where to go when upset, and, yes, not finding my own house. In my mind i do not think it makes us any less submissive, just headstrong and scared. i have put on weight as well and dealt with being sick often and after dealing through it all i believe much has been due to the stress and anxiety involved with the drastic changes. Just remember there is a reason you made the move and focus on that. The only thing that has successfully helped me is Beast putting His foot down and keeping me in my place. Best wishes, feel better! <BR/>~vieviemoirahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524369095329944209noreply@blogger.com