Comments on gracefully seeking perfection: Last night as we curled up in bed, I joked about h...

god i feel like an awful net-buddy as i haven't ev...

2009-06-20T13:51:12.019-05:00

god i feel like an awful net-buddy as i haven't even peeked in on you in ages. it's been a rough few months and slavery and sex are things that haven't even registered on the radar lately. so i've ignored a lot of friends. i'm sorry.

Master and i haven't had vaginal sex in ... gosh, i don't know how long. "regular" sex feels wrong nowadays. well, regular sex *with him* feel wrong. it's kind of worked out that if someone else fucks me, they use my cunt and no one but Master uses my ass.

it felt strange at first (on an emotional level) - it was like there was almost a rejection of sorts that i had to work through, but it boiled down to the fact that Master just simply prefers anal sex. and by now, it just works for both of us. granted, i've always been an anal slut. but still ....

i'm so excited about the wedding coming up. i hate that you moved so close and then i just kind of disappeared from the blogosphere and we never had a chance to grab coffee.

please convey my congratulations to your Master as well.

*muah*
~ toy

i have found that since my Master started whisperi...

2009-06-17T16:11:51.448-05:00

i have found that since my Master started whispering "i own you" and "this is making love" while fucking my 'other pussy', that I can't live without it. I have been brainwashed!!! hehe i am not complaining. I understand why you would feel disappointed about your wedding night being only anal. Maybe by then you'll have your mind wrapped around the whole concept. :) good luck girlie.

Use a candle instead of a butt-plug as a warm up? ...

2009-06-16T07:44:08.863-05:00

Use a candle instead of a butt-plug as a warm up?

Candles are always romantic :)