Again, I fantasized about Master fucking another woman. Masturbated to it last evening and I came so fast that I could barely put together a scenario in my head. Took that frustration and seduced Master last night. We enjoyed one hot, rrrrrough fuck.

We pretended like I was another woman that Master was fucking. The fantasy was that I was watching Master use her. The idea of simply watching that is astoundingly hot. Afterward, while sharing our feelings over the experience, it came to light that I was also very comfortable with Master using another woman for D/s...not just sex.

That's a slow evolution for me. I'm very secure in Him and I'd like to see Him pleased. If that means using multiple submissives then lets go. Since I have let go of jealousy, I am ready to say I am ok with Him having that option should He desire them.

I have to wonder, also... beyond being secure in Him.... how much of this is a subconscious way of letting Him have kink since I haven't been very active in it?

Either way. Last night was hot and kinky. My husband is hot. He's got a strong, perverted, Dominant mind and i love that i am His.

Labels: an animal with no self control, poly ish?