Monday, June 15, 2009

Last night as we curled up in bed, I joked about how we seem to be 'saving' ourselves for the wedding night. Master then declared that we will have sex the night before the wedding and that will be the last time we will engage in vaginal intercourse until further notice. On our wedding night, He will fuck my ass and that's how it will be until He says otherwise.

Wow, I didn't like that at all. He's been talking about an anal only sex life for about a year now and I have always cringed when it loomed in conversation. I love vaginal too much to let it go. Not only that but gosh... on our wedding night? That wasn't the dream I've always had in mind.

Then again, He said stuff like "you will then be my property legally and I will do what I want". That's sexy.

How can anal made to be romantic? I've always wanted romance on my wedding night!

3 comments:

subkitten said...

Use a candle instead of a butt-plug as a warm up?

Candles are always romantic :)

Slavegirl said...

i have found that since my Master started whispering "i own you" and "this is making love" while fucking my 'other pussy', that I can't live without it. I have been brainwashed!!! hehe i am not complaining. I understand why you would feel disappointed about your wedding night being only anal. Maybe by then you'll have your mind wrapped around the whole concept. :) good luck girlie.

... said...

god i feel like an awful net-buddy as i haven't even peeked in on you in ages. it's been a rough few months and slavery and sex are things that haven't even registered on the radar lately. so i've ignored a lot of friends. i'm sorry.

Master and i haven't had vaginal sex in ... gosh, i don't know how long. "regular" sex feels wrong nowadays. well, regular sex *with him* feel wrong. it's kind of worked out that if someone else fucks me, they use my cunt and no one but Master uses my ass.

it felt strange at first (on an emotional level) - it was like there was almost a rejection of sorts that i had to work through, but it boiled down to the fact that Master just simply prefers anal sex. and by now, it just works for both of us. granted, i've always been an anal slut. but still ....

i'm so excited about the wedding coming up. i hate that you moved so close and then i just kind of disappeared from the blogosphere and we never had a chance to grab coffee.

please convey my congratulations to your Master as well.

*muah*
~ toy

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