We fucked again last night. Hot, hot. Not just hot but... sensual. I felt things that I haven't felt in ages. I spent hours watching porn before He arrived home. I shaved my cunt close, too. In the spirit of hoping it would help seduce Him.

I have no idea what has gotten into me. I sleep-masturbated in the middle of the night... woke up while I was fingering my clit. Went at it anyway. I've cum countless times in the last 24 hours.

I'd love to fuck Him again tonight but I don't want to be turned down... so I won't attempt. He's been working long hours over the past few days and I was clearly pushing my luck last night.

Still. Sigh.