Master is leaving tomorrow for a week long business trip. Part of me will of course miss him but another part of myself is looking forward to the time alone. Absence...heart...fonder, etc.

It will be nice to make the house immaculate and not have to fight to keep it that way.

I have been entertaining fantasies of moving. I'm very frustrated with this area. I feel that I have given it a good run, 10 months so far. I've never had as many illnesses in my life as I have had in the last 10 months. This has to be a sign, no? The job is a disaster. There are no jobs here. Not that it will be any better anywhere else given the economy. I just have my heart set on Pennsylvania again. I miss it. I want to be closer to my family, too.

I am a misfit puzzle piece around here and I'm just tired. I want to go somewhere that knows me. I want to go somewhere that I know. At least slightly.