Saturday i will attend a slaves only gathering put together by the local group. It will be nice to be with people who understand the lifestyle. I like the fact that I will be able to socialize with people who are not coworkers or...Master. Then again I remember that I don't do well in groups like this, I am super shy and I generally feel like an alien in social settings like this. I also feel like a fake being in a slave's group when I haven't had a strong attachment to the lifestyle in a while. I haven't even been horny. I guess that's due to what my last post was about...medication or whatever.
I am not particularly sad at this moment or even today... I am just here. Feeling stagnant, sort of wondering where my life is going... where do I fit in? I have work to do.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
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You know love, sometimes things just suck. They don't go well, most certainly not the way we want them to, and life feels like drudgery.
I think the best thing to do at times like this is to keep plodding ahead, putting one foot in front of the other, maintaining faith that this too shall pass--and bring better things to us.
Blessings to you~blu
Hi Grace :) I hope you were able to come out of your shell at the meeting with the other slaves...you are just as much as slave as anyone - regardless of your level of service at any given moment. If it helps, I think you are a very strong, vibrant woman who is too hard on herself sometimes. You are such a good slave...I only wish I could have the self-discipline you do. Good luck with the part time job and finding your bliss...it will come.
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