i witnessed a man today, yelling out of his car window at a passing ambulance (lights & siren ablaze) because it wasn't going fast enough for him and he wanted to get through the intersection. i was also caught in front of an obviously drunk man. Who leaned on the horn at me while i was sitting at a red. He followed me to my apartment complex and almost hit me twice (it was the only place i could pull over and let him pass, anyway). He'd crazy speed to get on my tail and then break so that it would screech. He passed me in my complex and almost hit an oncoming car. i found him in the lot that i park in. His door was open, he was leaning out- music blaring- and just sitting there.

Both of these incidents happened between 7 & 8am this morning. i'm so ready to get out of the metro area. People are so mean. Tend to be a bit scary and crazy, too. If i find myself up terribly early (like today) on a weekend, i always go to the grocery store. i like to drive & shop while everyone is still at home (or where ever). The streets are so peaceful. The isles in the 24 hour grocery are clear of ignorance. It's painless.

Obviously, this morning was not the case. i think this city has reached saturation point when it comes to pissed off, irresponsible and scary people. i'll say it again: i am so excited to move to a beautiful, peaceful area of the country.

According to my family, my cat is continuing to adjust just fine. That makes me very happy. They give me nothing but reports of praise: how well mannered, beautiful, social and sweet she is. Of course...she's my baby!

Just under two weeks left until i move in with Master. i have 2,000 emotions passing through me on any given day. i can't believe how fast this time is going. Yet it's not going fast enough. One day i'll be terrified of the job hunt & not finding a job... the next day i feel safe and confident that it will be just fine. i crave vegetables and will work out. 24 hours later, i hit up taco bell and skip the gym. It's really crazy. It doesn't help that i've had PMS and am expecting my period any hour now. i still have no desire to orgasm yet, either. i have lots of sexual emotions and feelings but my feelings never stray to needing to climax.

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